Wednesday, November 05, 2014

Boughs of Evergreen, take me in your glorious arms and let me... zzzzzz

So, yes, well.

I have NEVER been so tired in my life. Or not since my dear daughters were yay big [imagine me holding up a finger and thumb with an inchy inchworm sized gap between]. But today my youngest daughter is leaving home. She's the blondie at the start of the Boughs of Evergreen trailer. My eldest says she's never leaving home... can't say I blame her. Home is nice.

Home is also my place of work, and part of the reason I'm so blooming tired, but we'

Boughs of Evergreen - the holiday anthology from Beaten Track - is out on 21st November and today is the 5th [kudos, Mr. Fawkes, not quite the folk hero people think, but anyway] and I am still editing.


But fear not, intrepid readers! We shall be victorious!

How victorious? Well, there's a giveaway to enter, if you're quick! You can find it on the Beaten Track website here:

And here, for your viewing pleasure, is the full-length video trailer for Boughs of Evergreen.

Thank you soooooo much to Georgey Payne for permission to use "It Does Get Better", recorded by The L Project - available on iTunes and Amazon Music for a great price - 100% proceeds to The Trevor Project.

We have a fundraising page for The Trevor Project. They do great work, providing support for LGBTQ youth in crisis. They're US based, so feel free to find your local / national equivalent organisation and extend the hand of friendship / generosity to them. LGBTQ youth are still a group under-represented and very much discriminated against. It's tough being young and "different". I know. I've been there. So please:

  1. Buy our anthology
  2. Enjoy our anthology
  3. Say great things about the anthology to all the people you know, and perhaps even those you don't.

This message is brought to you by the sleep-deprived editor who could not have got this far without the fantastic talents and creativity of the 24 authors who submitted amazing stories, their continued work to proofread for each other, their commitment and enthusiasm really has no bounds. They're all brilliant. If you see them, give them a big festive hug. :)

Thanks also to Shayla, Andrea and Viv for helping out with editing, Nige for the video (shorter edit to come just as soon as he's recovered and forgiven me for making him re-edit it four times), Tami for the cover, Trev...err, I mean Trigger for getting in on the act, and everyone who goes on to buy this amazing, wonderful EPIC anthology. Yule love it!

Sorry. Couldn't resist. :)

Monday, October 06, 2014

Meet the Character - Jinja

I've been tagged by Hunter Frost to take part in the Meet the Character blog hop.

Hunter Frost is a very talented author of M/M erotic romance, and has been writing since high school.

Her publications to date include the wonderful A Thoreau Affair  - a free short story about a former English professor and the student he can't forget - and the rather raunchy short, What Brown Can Do For You - where attraction blossoms between an IT geek and the UPS guy.

You can read more about Hunter Frost here:

Hunter is one of 23 authors contributing to the Boughs of Evergreen holiday anthology, which is being published by Beaten Track Publishing on November 21st, and she came up with the rather wonderful idea of us taking a hop around the characters from our anthology stories.

Last week, Hunter introduced us to the delectable Mitch Sterling - the main character of An Angel in Eyeliner.

Meet Mitch Sterling:

This week, I'm going to introduce you to Jinja, one of the characters in A Midnight Clear - my contribution to Boughs of Evergreen.

The setting of the story is a small northern town in England; it's early December, and bitterly cold. A young, homeless girl arrives in search of food, shelter and the real Santa Claus, and discovers that the spirit of Christmas can be found in the most unexpected of places.

Now, Jinja isn't very good at answering questions, so he's going to tell you all about himself in his own way.

Introducing Jinja

Painting by Akiko Watanabe

Is that what I am now? When they took me from my mummy and brother and sisters, they made a noise at me over and over and I didn't like it. It was the same as the sounds the big dad cats made at home when they were fighting. Ssss...ssss...I don't remember. It was before. I think they wanted me to do something when they made the sound, and all I wanted was to go home. I nearly got there once. Well, no, I didn't. I got to see the other place that they call The Outside, but when I tried to go to The Outside, they lifted me up and put me down in the stones. I didn't like the stones. They were sharp and scratchy. That was before. Then I went to The Outside - I bet now I could stand on the scratchy stones and they wouldn't feel sharp.

So I know what The Outside does. It has cold and wet and dry. The water is flat and spread out and sometimes it is hard and I can't get it. Plus there are lots and lots of insides, but only one Outside. And I know that I am a cat, like the big dad cats, but not as big. I found out that some cats go to an inside, like the cat-he who was like the big orange dad at home. I don't like the big cat-he who chased me. I had to jump a long way up in the air to escape.

There are dogs as well. They are like cats, but not. I saw one that was very, very big and then I saw one that was very, very small - maybe it is a dog kitten - that is what the small ones are called. The dogs like to go to the insides more, but the cats like to come to The Outside more.

The ones that took me away are called peoples. That was before. The other peoples didn't say I was called a cat, or use the angry noises. They said Fleabag. This must mean the same as cat.

I definitely like Jinja more than Fleabag. And I like this people-she who says that I am Jinja. She feels very sad, just like me when they put me in the dark, small inside and took me to a new, big inside, so far away from my mummy and brother and sisters that I couldn't smell them or hear them anymore.

It's good I'm not there now, but something strange has happened. The outside has lost all smells and I don't feel right. The new ground is not as scratchy as the stones, and it is soft, but it is cold and then it is hot and I don't like it. Maybe I can tell this people-she that I want to go to an inside with her. She makes nice sounds and lets me go to her small inside that is warm, and sometimes I put my nose on her face and she is not as sad. I wonder if they put her on the scratchy stones and that is why she went to The Outside? Peoples don't much like The Outside, as far as I can tell.

I think she would like to go to an inside too, because it is very cold and I am scared and feel strange, and she is scared. I know, even though she doesn't make scared noises, and I'm sure we could find The Inside if we try. Cats are meant to find things on their own, but we could look together. In the hot wind it felt like she wanted us to help each other, and I didn't like it at all, but she stopped the cold that was hurting me. I am not frightened when she lifts me up. I feel safe.

So I will be her Jinja and we will go to The Inside together. I will even let her put me on the scratchy stones and listen until I understand what to do. Do I eat them? I could eat them now, if I wasn't so sleepy and if there were smells to find them. They must be under this new white ground that fell from the sky when it was dark. I hope we can go to The Inside soon. I will go after her and tell her.


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Some Other Authors in this Blog Hop

Laura Susan Johnson

Laura Susan Johnson has been writing since age eleven, cutting her teeth on tales of the family pets. Aside from writing, Laura Susan enjoys quilting, playing around with colorful makeup, clothing and hair colors, web design, and vegan cooking. She resides in California, Idaho, Arkansas, and the northern coast of Oregon.

Laura is the author of the novels, Crush, Bright, and other stories that form the series, The House on Glass Beach.

Meet Boyfriend:

Ofelia Gränd

Ofelia Gränd is Swedish through and through. She is constantly thinking of stories she would love to write. Anything and everything is a source of inspiration that has her lost in thought, staring off into space, in no time at all. Sometimes she turns a street corner, and sees a different world. She is often walking around mumbling to herself and her intended characters. Every so often she is painting mental pictures of their appearances, or wishing that she was better at Photoshop, because she knows exactly what the cover of the story in her mind should look like. Real life, however, interferes all too often, and the stories mostly remains unwritten.

In real life, Ofelia is living with her husband and their three children in a small town on the southwestern Swedish coast. When she isn't a stay-at-home mom, she is teaching Swedish and Swedish as a second language to teenagers and adults. She has been thinking about teaching English, but since she isn't fluent in the language, she is sticking to the one she knows well. Therefore, she, more than anyone, is a bit perplexed about why she thought it would be a good idea to try to write in English. But, she'll probably come to her senses - sometime.

Meet Simon:

K.C. Faelan

Many moons ago, with the encouragement of a writer friend, K.C. Faelan wrote her first fanfic story. After a few years, her muse went into hiding, and then suddenly re-emerged, urging KC to participate and write a story for one of the prompts in the Goodreads M/M Romance Group's 2014 Love's Landscapes DRitC event. The story she wrote was "If At First You Don't Succeed," a romantic comedy about established couple, Evan and Julien and their unsuccessful attempts at kinky sex.

KC prefers to write contemporary male romance, but enjoys reading about them in almost every setting from paranormal, to sci-fi to historical backdrops. She loves men, from the Alphas to the omegas, and all the pretty boys in between. Intelligence and humor whet her appetite. Toss in a course of UST, a dash of angst, season with fluffiness, and she dives right in. Oh, and don't forget the extra-large side-helping of sex. For dessert, it's HEA all the way. She loves dark chocolate truffles and candies, and food often plays a part in her stories, and in the ones she enjoys reading.

KC lives in Northern California with her husband and two rescue birds. Their female bird hates women and wishes KC would go play in the middle of traffic or take a long walk off a short pier.

Meet Ryan:


Friday, September 05, 2014

Just another blog hop...

So this lil blog hop keeps on a-hopping.

It's not quite a month since I did the "Fabulous Five Blog Hop", which was actually my last post, because I'm far too busy to write blog posts. So, when Hans Hirschi asked me if I would like to be the next hop from his own post, and the questions were exactly the same, I said, "I'll give it a go."

That might seem a bit of a contradiction - no time to post, but offering to do so anyway. But the thing is, you make time. Like now. It's almost two in the morning, and I'm writing this.

The other part of it is the challenge. "What's the point if you've just done it?" Hans asked. So I told him. Four weeks ago I was working on something different, and that's not the only thing that's changed. My thoughts on my responses to the other three questions have also changed.

I'm a thinker. I'm also a doer (hence time has moved on and so have I), but when it comes to quickfire questions, I'm rubbish. I need time to think, to consider all the possibilities. 

So, without further ado, here are my updated (but not overwriting my previous) responses to the blog hop questions.


What are you working on?

I've been working on a few different projects. First and foremost, I'm working on a Beaten Track Publishing anthology of holidays stories that are diverse and positive. I'm not saying there won't be any heartache along the way, but there will be plenty of happy-ever-afters.

I've also been writing a story for the holidays anthology myself, but it's slow-going with everything else.

Note: here was where I finally relented and went to bed, because the other thing I've been working on, or with, is the Goodreads MM Romance Group's Love's Landscapes Anthology, which is heading for its climactic finish :). At the time of writing, I was waiting on a story I'd edited to finalise. The stories become available as they're published, and can be downloaded from the MM Romance Group Website.

In my Fabulous Five Blog Hop post, I explained that I was working on Crying in the Rain - a stand-alone novel/novella that features one of the main characters from Hiding Behind The Couch about to embark on a new relationship. That's currently on hold for the anthology. As well as Crying in the Rain, I'm half done with a second short story for the series, working title: Ruminations. Again, it's written to be completely stand-alone, and takes the reader on a journey back to university with Josh and Sean.

Finally, in my down-time, where I'm waiting on things to happen that are beyond my control but I'm too mentally exhausted to work on anything cerebral, I've been playing with 3D people. I have quite an old computer, and it doesn't cope well with the software (Daz 3D), which makes for ingenious solutions involving Photoshop paintbrushes and wasting hours on choosing background images that kind of work.

Without going "too geek", here is a 2D render of a 3D characterisation of Andy Jeffries, from Hiding Behind The Couch. Andy's the middle brother of three, and is into extreme sports, travel and other adventures. At the beginning of Book One, he's in hospital following a near-fatal car crash that occurred whilst racing against a friend in fast cars on country lanes. He used to be something of an idiot, but the story follows him as he finally starts to "grow up" and become more responsible.

Andy Jeffries from Hiding Behind The Couch - created using Daz 3D.

How does your work differ from others of its genre?

The million dollar question, but I know how it differs now. Hiding Behind The Couch is a series that is not easy to pin down to one specific genre, and the reason for that Think about where you live, the people you live with, what's happening in your local community, the events that make the local press - if we were to attempt to 'genrify' real life, it would be contemporary (obviously) with elements of history (the older members of our community sharing their rich and wonderful experiences), thriller, romance...

In short, life doesn't fit one specific genre, and whilst at certain times it might be predominantly governed by family, or romance, or there may be a terrible crime in the community, at other times it will be about illness, or celebration.

Hiding Behind The Couch is about life. If you want to stick it in a category, it's literary soap, or kitchen-sink drama, but it's such a lot more than that. It's nine friends, living in a relatively small town, going about their daily lives, facing the challenges of mental and physical illness, caring for the young and the old, walking the dog, doing the shopping, going to work. And then there are the murder mysteries, the hidden pasts - the more exciting highlights of our existence.


Why do you write what you do?

I had a conversation with another author/publisher about this very thing just this morning. There are those authors who have a daily schedule - start work at nine, write for two hours, coffee break, Twitter for half an hour, Facebook for half an hour...and so on. If this works for you, then great. But, well, I never ever want writing to become a chore. Indeed, as I told Martin Belk this morning, I would rather be a bum living on the beach, writing on leaves (or rocks, but I was ranting at the time, so I went with leaves) than reach a point where I hate writing.

It is my therapy. Hiding Behind The Couch came into existence for that reason. As I've written elsewhere, I wrote my own therapist in Josh Sandison and his friends. Josh decided to break free, and the series became what it is.


How does your writing process work?

The creative process of getting the words down works in much the same way for me as is explained in  Hans' blog hop post. It just kind of pours out (from across the incursion). Nor is there any real conscious effort to push the story in a certain direction once it's flowing (sometimes I try, but the characters won't let me). So I just get the first draft down, and then rewrite and refine until it resembles something like an organised plot with a beginning, middle and end.

As Hans noted, this blog hop has been doing the rounds, so I'm not tagging anyone, as most have already done it, but you can find out more about the anthology authors, design and editorial team by clicking on their names below.

Thanks for reading. :)


Boughs of Evergreen - A Holiday Anthology

Alexis Woods
Amelia Mann
Amy Spector
Ava Penn
Claire Davis
Debbie McGowan
Hans M Hirschi
Hunter Frost
J.P. Walker
Jonathan Penn
K.C. Faelan
Kathleen Hayes
L.L. Bucknor
L.M. Steel
Larry Benjamin
Laura Susan Johnson
Matthias Williamson
Ofelia Grand
Raine O'Tierney
Rick Bettencourt
S.H. Allan
Shayla Mist
Tami Veldura
Andrea Harding

Thursday, August 07, 2014

What’s Next? Fabulous Five Blog Hop

I've been invited to answer these questions by C.M. Walker, author of M/M Romance. Her current titles include Pledge Number Seven and Gravitational Force. Both can be downloaded from her website

What am I working on?

I'm currently writing Crying in the Rain - a standalone story (novella, probably, but it's still growing), but with characters that will be familiar to readers of the Hiding Behind The Couch series.

Crying in the Rain explores the romance blossoming between Kris and Ade, who meet for the first time whilst both working on the same radio play. It's told mostly from Ade's perspective, and "romance" is very much not on his agenda. He's recently come out of a traumatic long-term relationship, and is barely getting through from one day to the next, yet finds he can't ignore his attraction to Kris, and the feeling is mutual. But starting a relationship isn't going to be easy for either of them. It's going to require patience, understanding and trust.

How does my work differ from others in its genre?

I don't really write romance, I write relationships. My published work that is tagged as "M/M Romance" can thus surprise readers, and not always in a positive way, because there are certain expectations that go with the genre, and the stories I write don't necessarily fulfil them. So it's really quite difficult to categorise my work as one thing or another, which means it is contemporary fiction.

Of course, the genre of contemporary fiction is vast, and there's a great deal of diversity within it. I think what sets my work apart is characterisation and realism - I get a lot of readers commenting on how real my characters feel, and I'm told that they evoke strong emotions. I write about the everyday - the good and the bad. I try to get to the root of thoughts, feelings and motivations for why the characters (and all of us) do what they do, and the effect this has on their lives and the lives of other people. In real life, I see people's psychological rather than physical presence - personality, emotions, beliefs - and that is how I write . Thus, a character can be beautiful on the inside, but that beauty is only realised when others see it, or they know it for themselves.

Why do I write what I do?

I just write and that's what comes out. I've tried to force my writing in specific directions (for instance, to fit particular genres/subgenres), and it naturally drifts back to being about what makes us who we are - past events, the people around us, our perceptions; our uniqueness. I love exploring the minutiae of social interaction, and find it's much safer to do this from within the realm of a novel than in a pub in a northern working class town. Ultimately, I write because I must.

How does my writing process work?

I wake up pretty much every morning with ideas - if I'm already writing something, then these will generally be about where the story is headed next. I just free-write, all the while thinking "this is rubbish and it makes no sense", and then at the end of the day I send the document to my Kindle, read through what I've done, come back to it the next day, revise, continue, repeat. When it's finished, I leave it alone for a while, send it to some trusted people to read, then revisit it and edit some more. Only then, after it's been through about four revisions, will I be anywhere near the editor/proofreader stage.

Sometimes I have some notion of where the story is heading, and if a particular scene comes to me, I will write it, but usually I write in a linear fashion and let the story evolve. With Hiding Behind The Couch, the characters tend to hijack the narrative, so I just do as they tell me. That same process happens with my other writing too - once I get inside a character's head, I just "know" what's going to happen next.

Who's next on the blog hop?

Larry Benjamin - Bronx-born wordsmith Larry Benjamin is a 2014 Lammy Award finalist and the author of the gay novels Unbroken and What Binds Us and the short story collection, Damaged Angels.

Rick Bettencourt - Rick originally hails from Boston’s North Shore, and is the author of Tim on Broadway, Marketing Beef, Painting with Wine and Not Sure Boys.

L.M. Steel - author of crime thrillers, including the Once Upon a Set of Wheels series. []

Shayla Mist - author of M/M Romance, including Only You, Doctor's Puppy Love and Love Rivals. [http://]

Monday, June 23, 2014

LGBT Roundtable Week #4: Rick Bettencourt and Lane Hayes

This week, our final Pride roundtable discussion is led by Rick Bettencourt and Lane Hayes.

You can read what they had to say by following the links below:

Our panelists are a diverse group of readers, writers, and supporters of gay fiction, including Larry Benjamin, Rick Bettencourt, Brandilyn Carpenter, Rob Colton, Andrew Q Gordon, Lane Hayes, and Debbie McGowan. Each week, two people will answer two questions related LGBT pride, rights, and related topics.

We will also be giving away free copies of our eBooks and an Amazon gift card. (Enter on the RC on any of the blog posts.) There are special entries for each week of June, so don’t miss out on those.

Please join in the discussion in the comments. You can gain entries into the giveaway, but more importantly, you can be part of a important and fun discussion. Although only two panelists will be posting each week, we will all be joining the discussion.

If you missed the previous weeks' discussion points, you can find them on the links below:

Andrew Q Gordon's Post:

Debbie McGowan's Post:

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

LGBT Roundtable Week #3: Brandilyn Carpenter and Rob Colton

This week, our roundtable discussion is led by Brandilyn Carpenter and Rob Colton.

You can read what they had to say by following the links below:

Rob Colton's Post:

Our panelists are a diverse group of readers, writers, and supporters of gay fiction, including Larry Benjamin, Rick Bettencourt, Brandilyn Carpenter, Rob Colton, Andrew Q Gordon, Lane Hayes, and Debbie McGowan. Each week, two people will answer two questions related LGBT pride, rights, and related topics.

We will also be giving away free copies of our eBooks and an Amazon gift card. (Enter on the RC on any of the blog posts.) There are special entries for each week of June, so don’t miss out on those.

Please join in the discussion in the comments. You can gain entries into the giveaway, but more importantly, you can be part of a important and fun discussion. Although only two panelists will be posting each week, we will all be joining the discussion.

If you missed the previous weeks' discussion points, you can find them on the links below:

Andrew Q Gordon's Post:

Debbie McGowan's Post:

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Lucky Seven Game

I've been tagged in the Lucky Seven Game by the wonderful Hunter Frost.

How does it work?
  • Go to page 7 or 77 in your current WIP.
  • Go to line 7
  • Post on your blog the next 7 sentences or 7 lines—as they are!
  • Tag 7 people to do the same. 

It caused me a bit of a dilemma, as my current work in progress is Two By Two - Season Six of the Hiding Behind The Couch series - I'm well into writing the final episode of this instalment, and everything is a spoiler!

Thusly, I'm going with page 77 of the full season, and here are the seven lines:
    “You know when you go collecting tadpoles?” he said.
    Krissi frowned. “Yeah?”
    “And you get the ones with two tails, or the ones that just kind of wiggle and get nowhere?”
    Ade nodded. “That’s what my sperm are like.”
    Krissi giggled. A lot. Then blushed. “I’m sorry,” she spluttered. “That’s so not funny, but the way you said it…”
Oh, and this is the first outing of the cover for episode one!

Two By Two will be out sometime in 2015.